Not Quite Myself

I woke sometime after 7.30am, ate some oatmeal, did the laundry, made a roasted vegetable lunch, started the hospital bag, wiped down some surfaces in the house and then settled down in front of the telly to watch some Gordon Ramsay so I could do more kitchen studies in the next four weeks or so that I had to myself. Instead, a video on Youtube entitled 「生後1週間の赤ちゃんの一日」played. It was a vlog of a one week old little boy and he had a white onesie on and a lovely emerald green wool blanket. I sat and cried at the thought that something so beautiful could be mine.