And that’s it. I am as confounded as you. Okay well, I could say that I agreed to re-join because they offered a subscription that was 25% cheaper, but it comes along with a catch that says I have to pay for it for twice as long so that sort of evens it out.
Thought that I had come to terms with the increase in size and did not mind being less attractive as long as I could eat all the ramen I wanted or drink all the beer I wanted, but maybe I secretly mind after all.
I am now back in my country after an overseas assignment to Labuan (35 RM beer buckets!) and a short getaway to Phuket (naked girls dancing on bar tops!) and I am slightly relieved that it seems that I am here to stay, I think.
Which is why I am exhibiting silly adult behavior like once again paying for a very expensive gym in another wild attempt to shake off the 7 kilograms which have somehow lodged itself around my waist over the past year.. due to my inactivity and the alcohol, no doubt. The skimpy back baring and booby showing wedding dress looms.
My return to Singapore this time also means that once again I am going to work always slightly apprehensive and filled with dread wondering when I am going to be fucked for my incompetence next. On the bright side I hope the added pressure will bump me back to 50 kg. Maximum effort!
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