諦める?

i really feel like giving them two weeks notice and quitting my job now.

when that place is not giving you shit it seemed okay to sacrifice time with family, time with friends, floorball outings, and floorball trainings to work, because i want money to go japan. when that place has someone giving you shit suddenly you feel that the money is not worth it anymore. that if ten years in japan can still produce a person like this then maybe japan isn’t worth it as well.

i might as well use the time to train for the floorball league. and make it for floorball outings. and have dinner with my family more often. rather than biting back my tongue when a really rude superior blames you for anything that goes wrong and who go ‘that’s enough’ and walk away when you haven’t even had the chance to explain yourself.