was huiting’s and XR’s last day at work today so went down during lunchtime and had girly fun with huiting, XR, alison and JQ. i realise that i’ve almost forgotten how noisy and chaotic it can become when girls get together. i think we terrorized the corridor leading to the B4 toilet in ion orchard. even the aunty sitting there moved away because of the ruckus.
seriously they’re crazy, with their cameras. plastic toy cameras that had loadable film. but i killed my abs with all the laughing. love them. and i do wish i knew them for a longer period of time. feel really blessed that i met them while doing this part time job 
kind of worried for the shop now they’ve lost a few people who knows how to do things. and plus they’re having a fair in taka soon and they need more people for next week. mizonobe san asked me to work for one week but i think cannot la. i have training and matches and tutees to mind, plus the job’s no value for money. and i think i told him that indirectly and was supposed to feel mean but sorry i think it’s the cold hard truth so bopian.
then had to leave to give tuition so couldn’t stay and be in the polaroids and was rather sad. but work is work. 
then during tuition su-san was like みんな行っちゃうんだ。寂しくなるねぇ。and i didn’t know how to answer him because i was so surprised. like everyone else just says oh lonely when you’re gone so easily when we leave that i never know how much they mean it. but i think he did mean it because it was so OOC which is why i was at a loss for words. because i was trying to remember how i felt when i quit, and whether i was that sad to leave so many wonderful people behind, after so much they’re done for me. i kind of don’t remember. so i was super afraid to say something i might not mean. in retrospect, i should have been nice and girlish and diplomatic and said that i’ll come back and visit very often or that i’ll definitely come back to do baito or something but i didn’t. someone just strangle me to death please.
today, this tuition centre responded to my request to teach japanese, and the guy from the centre called up from out of the blue. then he tells me that so happened the parents of the tutee wanted me tonight. like after my spanish class at 10pm also never mind. so he kindly fetched me there from the mrt and also fetched me home after that.
since it was so sudden, i feel like i have just jumped into the assignment.
seriously i have 3 tutees now. i don’t wan’t to think about how i have to cope with tutoring, floorball and my own modules when uni starts. but the extra income is hard to resist when one is already planning getaways to japan during the next few holidays.
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