midterm tests ended yesterday. finally have time to clear the backlog of work i accumulated over the last two weeks. projects, deadlines, math tutorials. have to take them down one by one.
悲しい時に
悲しいと告げるのは
弱いって事かな？
来るのは遅過ぎたのかな。もうオレの分はないのかな。
strange that i find it difficult to convey things. it’s probably my pride pulling the words back into my stomach before they leave the mouth. but how? how do you vocalize your doubts or tell someone you’re afraid without sounding too much like a recreant? i honestly don’t know, and maybe if i leave fears unspoken they’ll get digested and go away after awhile.
茉莉花の独り言 