まじで死にたい

there will be some points in your life which you really really feel like dying and i’m in one of them.

met my objectives this year, but still manage to screw up royally in another area. i just can’t seem to do things right. and the more i try to explain myself, the worse it’ll probably get. i have no witnesses. and i am outnumbered. i did do wrong, but no one will see the things i did right or see my side of the story anymore.

but now i’m probably going to imagine accusatory stares when i go back to training. it’s abit too much to bear. and i bet you can’t imagine how much i want to run away now.