It feels right. It’s like everything I’ve been doing was leading to this: the footwork and transfer of weight in tt and the reflex and quadriceps training in goalkeeping. Now I can utilise all and train upper body strength, which I have never done so before.
Exciting.
And I have to keep it all to myself. The line between what a lady should be and what she should not be is a line I push everyday but this time I may have over stepped my boundaries. Any disinterest or expressed distaste towards what I’m doing is to be expected.
So this fight is my own to fight, like how I’ll be alone in the ring next time.
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